Last Saturday I had the opportunity to travel to Oswiecim, Poland to visit Auschwitz, the concentration camp run by the Nazis in WWII which was, unfortunately, the site of hundreds of thousands if not millions of lives.
I didn’t know what to really expect from this visit, but what I saw and learned on that day at Auschwitz will forever be with me and forever change the way I think about that time in history.
In college I had the opportunity to take a course called the Jewish Holocaust, taught by Dr. Murphy, a professor who specialized in the history of the Holocaust. It was one of my favorite courses at AU and as I walked around the camps I could remember things Dr. Murphy had taught us in that class. But this was different. It wasn’t just reading about the atrocities in a textbook or hearing about it in a lecture, it was actually standing in the places where so many people lost their lives in such inhumane ways. I was so thankful that I had taken Jewish Holocaust in college, because everything Dr. Murphy taught me came flooding back to me then.
Auschwitz actually consists of a number of camps, but Auschwitz I and Auschwitz II-Birkenau are probably the most well-known and are the two that we visited. The first camp we went to was called Auschwitz I. Auschwitz I was the original camp set up by the SS during the war and it was the site of the infamous “Arbeit macht frei” (work makes you free) sign which is the first thing we saw.
We then took a tour in the buildings, called blocks. Most blocks were open and each contained a different type of museum display or point of interest (e.g. physical evidence of crimes, experimentation, etc.) It was all one big history lesson, as we were able to learn about WWII itself, the SS and the Nazi regime, the plans for concentration camps, what types of people were brought into the concentration camps, facts about life inside the camps, how people were tortured and killed, how many people were killed, and so much more.

Luggage that belonged to the victims. Each was marked with a name and date of birth. Most believed they would retrieve their suitcase at the end of their resettlement. As you can see here, many did not get that opportunity.

Some of the children's clothing that was found in the luggage. Most children, especially babies, toddlers, and those not old or strong enough to work, were killed immediately upon arriving
The most disturbing or haunting display I saw in the blocks was definitely the collection of shoes and the collection of hair from victims. The hair was taken from victims to make textiles and wigs. The room full of hair-most of it turning a shade of gray with decay-was immense and deep. I couldn’t believe how much was there, and I honestly couldn’t spend too much time in that room. I stepped in and stepped back out about five seconds later. Needless to say, I didn’t get any pictures in that room. The shoes display was so incredibly shocking to me. These were shoes that were taken from victims upon arrival. Any shoes that were in decent condition were sent off to Berlin, all the other shoes were left there. The collection of shoes was so vast and deep, it’s hard to know just how many shoes were there and to understand the depth of it unless you can go there to see it in person. It was heartbreaking and shocking and maddening all at the same time. There were shoes that belonged to the old, to the young, to the rich and to the poor. No one was spared there, it seems. Each of those shoes represented a life lost, and it was beyond heartbreaking to see all of it. I truly can’t explain what it was like to see all of those shoes. There was even a small collection of only children’s shoes, and that was even more heart-breaking.
Another thing that was shocking to learn about was that Rudolph Höss, the first Commandant at Auschwitz I, lived only a few hundred feet from the camp and the crematorium in a home with his wife and five children. All I could think about was The Boy in the Striped Pajamas a book by John Boyne that was adapted for film a few years ago. The story focuses on Bruno, a small boy who is the son of a Nazi Commandant who lives in a house close to a concentration camp and who befriends a small Jewish boy inside the camp. The book and the movie are both incredibly amazing. Seeing Höss’ house made me think that John Boyne must have known his story before writing that book. Hoss was later tried for his crimes at Nuremberg and sentenced to death. He was hung at the gallows inside Auschwitz (just to the left of the photo I took below), per the request of Holocaust survivors.
We also went into the main gas chamber and crematorium at Auschwitz I. This was an incredibly strange and emotionally powerful moment. Just to know I was standing in a room where so many innocent people lost their lives was very touching and sad.
In another block the entire hallway was lined with photos of victims including their names, dates of birth and death, and place of birth. It was completely heartbreaking. The photos went on and on and I’m sure they’re not even a fraction of how many people were actually killed during the Holocaust.
After seeing more displays and artifacts in the blocks at Auschwitz I we took a five minute bus ride to Auschwitz II, or Auschwitz-Birkenau. This was the site of the infamous ‘selection’ process that separated those who would go immediately to the gas chambers and who would be put to work. As it’s known, most men of able age and strength were selected to stay, most children and women with young babies were sent to the gas chambers. Auschwitz Birkenau is also the site of many, many, many barracks where men and women slept 2-3 to a bed. It is where most people lived and worked and died. There were some remains of gas chambers there as well, but they were just remains as the SS attempted to destroy evidence of their crimes near the end of the war. The enormity of Auschwitz-Birkenau just blew my mind. I wasn’t expecting it to be as big as it was. I can’t even begin to guess how big it was. It was mind-blowing.
One thing that made the trip to Auschwitz memorable in a strange way was how beautiful the land in the camps and around the camps were. Everywhere I looked there were beautiful trees with changing leaves. The sky was dreary but the day was still crisp with a nice fall air. It made such a weird contrast to everything I was seeing. Here was a beautiful piece of God’s creation, a place to marvel at, yet it was a place where so many of God’s people were so brutally killed. In that beautiful piece of God’s landscape so many people lost their lives and so many lost their faith in God. It was so heartbreaking to know that such awful things happened in such a beautiful place.
Overall, my trip to Auschwitz was incredible. I was able to see and learn new things and really gain a clearer understanding of what happened to the victims of the Holocaust at Auschwitz. It was a truly moving experience, and if you’re ever close to Poland or even if you’re just in Eastern Europe, I would highly recommend a visit to Auschwitz.








































































































